Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in mister_stevio's LiveJournal:

Sunday, November 27th, 2005
4:28 am	So I made the mistake of lying down at 7:00 to try to do homework. Best tranquilizer ever. Ever. Instead I ended up having some bizarre dream, the only part of which I remember involving being suspended over Massachussets Bay on a concrete platform hanging from a crane by some guy who was supposed to be my psychologist, but was really a B-Rated movie actor, and revealed that it had been part of the plot all along. Go figure. Anyway, it was about 2:30 am when I woke up, and it's 4:30 and I still can't sleep. I guess my only recourse is to try to read Baudrillard. Oh, rapture. (Comment on this)
Friday, October 14th, 2005
11:46 am	Ah, the joys of unintelligible ramblings. Looking over my past entries has lead me to wonder why I even started doing this. However, rather than attempt an explanation, let me instead say that my theatre class in conjunction with my being extremely broke has managed to depress the hell out of me. What I wouldn't give for the superpower to mint cash through force of will, or some kind of invulnerability/super strength/control of the elements kind of thing so I could at least rob a mint. Come to think of it, teleportation would probably be infinitely more useful, and cut down significantly on travel expenses. When I'm magically evolving superpowers, I'll have to keep that one in mind. Things could be going very well. I played my first open mic with Jim and Shawn on Wednesday, and that went well, there were even screaming girls in the crowd. I'll admit they were all our friends that came specifically to scream for us, but it was pretty sweet anyway. Other than having to work ridiculous hours on the weekend and still winding up broke, things aren't going that badly. I just need to find some wealthy benefactor and I'll be all set. (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 8th, 2005
2:23 am	Sitting here drinking oil, wondering why I'm back to being a machine...had started feeling alive; more effort and devotion than the past five years have seen combined with a firm belief that everything that will be alright. Stopped hating myself, started really believing in love...the world starts spitting in my face, from fires in the sky to the idea that I and really, what I stand for, are looked at by the one person who counts as stupifying wastes of time...I've clawed my way up from the place I'd been hiding, only to find a world where love doesn't believe in love...the trick is to keep breathing... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
2:09 pm	Hroom So, despite my past beliefs to the contrary, apparently someone likes my poetry. Who knew? I read at Albany Poets' open mic at the Lark Tavern yesterday, and after the smoke cleared, they had asked me to be a feature poet in the future. It's nice to feel wanted =-) In other news, I'm getting better and better at begging people in power for money. Not that any of that money is actually going to me personally, but it seems like a good skill to have. On another note, I'm glad we're entering officially into Autumn now. This is without a doubt my favorite time of year. Of course, it's sandwiched between times of year I'm not quite as fond of, but such is life. It occurs to me that I ramble too much, particularly since these words have such a limited readership. Adieu. (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
12:06 pm	A sunday. A weekend's worth of aspirations forgotten until now...how much can you cram into twenty-four hours? I feel like a lot of what I do is kill Time. Sometimes I sneak up on it with a length of razorwire that I slip around its neck, sometimes its with a baseball bat, and occassionally, I firebomb Time's house while it's sleeping. All in all, I'm trying to avoid feeling like a waste...I would really like to accomplish something...I feel however that a lot of what I accomplish is conforming to a person/construct that really isn't me. I want to drop out of society and wear live squirrels as hats. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
6:54 pm	I wrote something for some reason. Well, I suppose since I took the time to sign up for this thing, I owe to it myself to spend more time putting some combination of words up here. This of course serves as a break from more productive things I could be doing, such as working on my album, my play, or even more importantly (so I'm told) my homework. Instead I'm recording some thoughts for those who care to read them. This is going to be a big year for me...I recently became co-president of the Albany poetry group Spread the Word. To anyone who wants to make a crack about it sounding like the name for a Christian missionary group: a) it was named before I was part of it, and b) I'll whack you in the mouth with my wooden Romanian morning star. One half of the EP from my band (tentatively called Gravity) is ready, and much much more is well under way. Also, a short play I wrote is being produced at SECSD, and a full length play is in the works. Aside from all that I'm a typical broke college student with a kick ass girlfriend. More information pending... (2 Comments |Comment on this)